tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-79804028492495205522011-08-03T17:32:04.191-07:00Monstanoreply@blogger.comBlogger11100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7980402849249520552.post-87745664540565718302009-07-01T08:24:00.000-07:002009-07-01T08:30:34.324-07:00<p>So it's been bout 3 months since I started the new job. Truth to be told, it's a great job. Nice ppl, great enviroment and challenging projects and tasks. Yeh, the last item is the bummer for now. </p><p>I feel at times i'm not good enough, that there's not enough time and whatever they ask me to do, is impossible. But time and time again, it shows that if I put enough effort in it and be cool bout it, thinks will work out, and there's always a way to solve the problem.</p><p>I really want to learn how to handle stress and challenges. I want to one day be able to be excited yet calm when problems and challenging tasks are presented. To always have a "YES" attitude. </p><p>For now, I just get so fearful and I just clam up. Need to learn how to not worry but transform the stress to a more positive energy. I know the answer, yet, nvm</p><p>I know it will take time, that I need to preservere and be patient. Especially to my co workers. I need to always stay humble and not swing my weight around. To always be below them, to give them respect no matter how shitty they are.. haha.. </p><p>Anyhow, here's to life, and the lessons it brings :)</p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7980402849249520552-8774566454056571830?l=hello-raymond.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Monstanoreply@blogger.com0