Life

So it's been bout 3 months since I started the new job. Truth to be told, it's a great job. Nice ppl, great enviroment and challenging projects and tasks. Yeh, the last item is the bummer for now. 

I feel at times i'm not good enough, that there's not enough time and whatever they ask me to do, is impossible. But time and time again, it shows that if I put enough effort in it and be cool bout it, thinks will work out, and there's always a way to solve the problem.

I really want to learn how to handle stress and challenges. I want to one day be able to be excited yet calm when problems and challenging tasks are presented. To always have a "YES" attitude. 

For now, I just get so fearful and I just clam up. Need to learn how to not worry but transform the stress to a more positive energy. I know the answer, yet, nvm

I know it will take time, that I need to preservere and be patient. Especially to my co workers. I need to always stay humble and not swing my weight around. To always be below them, to give them respect no matter how shitty they are.. haha.. 

Anyhow, here's to life, and the lessons it brings :)